Other People’s Thoughts: A Garden and a Desert

“The West seemed both a garden and a desert, an ambiguous wilderness of untold happiness and opportunity, filled with dread and evil.” from Frontier Crossroads: Fort Davis and the West by Robert Wooster

Unless they’ve been there themselves, when I tell most people about my excitement at getting to travel in West Texas again next spring, they just look at me with a confused expression. Isn’t West Texas just…empty? Flat, desolate, barren, hot, dusty, boring? Why would you want to go there…again?

They must not have paid attention to the light on a canyon wall at sunrise. They haven’t stood at the edge of a vast plain of tall grass at sunset and felt the waves of gold washing over body and soul. They must not have visited the garden places — the Davis Mountains, McKittrick Canyon in Guadalupe Mountains National Park, any number of places in Big Bend. They have only looked at the dirt. They have looked at the distant horizon and felt the panic of not seeing a building between here and there for fifty miles, instead of looking at the distant horizon and feeling the exhilaration of not seeing a building between here and there for fifty miles.

One person’s dread and evil is another’s happiness and opportunity. What seems lonely and frightening to one is invigorating and beautiful to another. Some become weary of the drive on seemingly endless highway, bored and anxious, hypnotized by the monotony of the scenery. Others know that going through the miles and miles of desert is the only way to get to the best spots. And they know that when they’re standing at the bottom of Santa Elena Canyon, staring straight up the walls with the Rio Grande at their feet, it is worth the long journey to get there.

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Badger Mountain Sunrise

“Let me hear in the morning of your steadfast love,

for in you I trust.

Make me know the way I should go,

for to you I lift up my soul.”

Psalm 143:8

The sun came up 10 minutes earlier today than it did on my last try at sunrise on Badger Mountain near the end of May. I was pulling out of my driveway by 4 am, and the sky was clear. On my walk up the mountain, the moon was still bright, and its light reflected in a silver strand on the Columbia River when I glanced back over my shoulder at the horizon behind me. The wind whispered early morning salutations in the tall grass, and birdsong rose from the hillside in reply.

Sunrise happens every day, but how often do I consider it? God’s love is new every morning, and I don’t want to miss it.

 

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Attempt at Sunrise

“You will miss sunrise / If you close your eyes / That would break / My heart in two”

- Townes Van Zandt, If I Needed You, as sung by Lyle Lovett on an old 2-cd set my cousin gave me when I moved to China

I don’t like to call it a bucket list for a few reasons, not the least of which is that I haven’t actually written down such a list, but there are a few things that I want to do at some point in my life. For a while now, one of those things has been to climb a mountain to watch sunrise. When I moved to the Tri-Cities and began hiking on Badger Mountain regularly, I decided this is the place to have my first mountain sunrise experience. The sun comes up over the Columbia River, the cities of Kennewick, Richland, and Pasco stretched along its banks. Mountain, river, sunrise, should be perfect.

The problem is that in the winter, when the sun comes up later, it’s freezing and windy. In the summer, when the temperatures are reasonable, the sun comes up at a ridiculously early hour.

Today it came up at 5:15. Which meant I needed to leave the house before 4:30 in order to drive across town to the trailhead and make the 30 minute hike up Badger Mountain for sunrise. The forecast said it was partly to mostly cloudy, but I left the house hoping against hope that the clouds would break in just the right spot.

They didn’t. All I got was a lot of grey with some fringes of pink. And a slight headache from lack of sleep. Disappointing, but what can you do? You never know what you’ll get until you try, and I’m glad I tried. I’ll just have to try again on a day with less clouds.

 

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